ok tt's it!!... everything is over... OVER!!!!... i haf made my decision... may it be the right one or the wrong one i dun care... may it be the one i can heck care about or the one i can worry for my rest of life -- i dun care...

it is sooo funny... i was sooo into him a mnth ago... and as i had expected... i ended up wif nth.. again..

and dis time... it was smth i really tot will happen.. smth tt will actually be wat i wanted.. and yet again.. i was proved WRONG!!... *i realli dunno how much longer HE wanna play in my life*

so yeah.. currently.. i got much better things to worry abt lah... for example.. my dear Carmeni.. haiz.. tt one ANOTHER BIG STORY!!... and i juz realised i haven go shopping for her Bday!!!.. and dis time.. i HAF to get smth for her... hahahaha

i oso juz realised my circle of frens have widened... half of them... their bday is yet to come!!! arghh!!!! die liao... i need Bill Gates to save me frm bankruptcy.. wahahahaha...

tmr i am working.. and the possibility of me meeting him is soooo HIGH!!... haiz!.. hopefully i act normal and will not embarrass myself infront of him...